*~A la Recherche du Temps Perdu~*

東京タワー オカンとボクと、時々、オトン　
 

我喜欢半夜不睡　我喜欢吃辛辣的食物
这样我才会满足于平凡的小生活
所以我额头长痘痘　变的很丑
I need to stay up late even though I dont have to
I hate myself for that

我不喜欢运动　我走路很慢　
因为我没有运动细胞　从来都没有过
所以我更喜欢待在安乐的小窝里　
一集接着一集的看美剧
所以我长胖　圆脸　圆身材　圆到可以滚
I dont want to go outside when I dont have to
I hate myself for that

我不喜欢规律的吃饭　只随着自己高兴
所以我的胃变坏　牙齿边坏　身体变坏

我看悲剧喜欢哭　看喜剧喜欢大笑
我不知道控制自己的情绪　
所以让人觉得我神经质　没涵养
让你觉得和我在一起很尴尬

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So many reasons to hate me for being who I am

but you know  for what I hate myself most ?

falling in love with someone who does not know to treasure me

It makes me cry out loud in the middle of  a deep dark night

And how stupid I am 

to think about giving up dreams for him.

to think about spending the rest of life with him

to think about parenting a couple of kids with him
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when a perfect love goes wrong 
 
there is no way to get things back

cus it is NOT the love of my life

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Every moment breathe at you
Seems like eternity
I'm begging you begging you come back to me

Hard to say goodbye
I can’t smile with you anymore
I want to know
Where did we lose our way?

Winter breeze hurts gently my heart
I know I don't need to be alone
Can we go back to the precious days when our love was strong?
Can you tell me how?
And a perfect love goes wrong
Somebody tell me how you get things back

Every time I was holding you,
Seemed like eternity
I'm asking you asking you come back to me
Hard to say goodbye
But I'll take sweet memories
I want to show everything I've got from you

Someday sun will shine
And I will walk by myself
Cuz I'm able to feel you even though I'm away from you
Tears are not in vain when I cry
If you're smiling somewhere
I realized some parts of your tenderness 
                                                          
                         ----------------------- 關山藍果

从现在开始，你只许疼我一个人，要宠我，不能骗我。答应我的每一件事都要做到，对我讲的每一句话都要真心。不许欺负我，骂我，要相信我。别人欺负我，你要在第一时间出来帮我。我开心了，你就要陪着我开心；我不开心了，你就要哄我开心。永远都要觉得我是最漂亮的。梦里也要见到我。在你的心里面只有我。

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

呼吸着一种孤独的味道
心跳在你沉默以后慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑反正你看不到
我要的幸福
遗落在你怀抱
当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃

当爱失了焦
那些最初的美好
早被你搁在一角
街上拥挤人潮
走着看着都是摧眠符号
记忆停不了
穿过读你的心跳
穿过想你的味道
我只想不被打扰
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
心甘情愿不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
像是驼鸟
相信时间是唯一解药
视而不见
傻到了无可救药
其实早明了
你的爱已随风飘
想要找
再也找不到
假装多好我只要
只想要再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
还心甘情愿的不想逃
假装多好依然是
依然是暧昧的tone调
一个人无理取闹
两人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己设下的圈套
假装自己
已解开冰冷的手铐